Merry Christmas to ALL and to ALL many blessings!!  Our christmas has been so blessed and wonderful and full of such treasures.  Even though I got the flu the week before Christmas I still held my joy inside and simply let go and my husband rose to the occasion and got everything done without me.  Imagine that tee, hee.:)  Even when a wonderful friend from Church passed on and being sick I couldn't go to her funeral, I still held my joy.  Then the snafu happened, my son decided he and his girlfriend were not coming home until the day after Christmas!  Now they had a perfect right to make that decision and it have nothing to do with my self image, but I was gonezo, out to lunch in anger and feeling unimportant.

I then proceeded to notice things I told myself could be better and suddenly my family started letting me know that we could give more and hadn't done enough.  My inner voice and feelings told me I wasn't enough and I felt like I could give them everything and I could fall dead on the ground and they would still desire more.  Have you been there???  I used to feel like I could bleed and never die and just keep on bleeding to feed them and they would never stop sucking and start realizing their own strength.  I haven't felt this way in quite a while, especially not with my family.  So today I am looking at embracing my Goddess, surrendering my desiring to be perfect according to others, give my imperfect self to the Great Mother's embrace, and celebrate that I am only perfect within myself and loving all of myself.  Going back to noticing what I am feeling and desiring first and making that my guidepost, not what others want and they are feeling.  I knew none of this had anything to do with them, only my old patterns brought up to be loved and honored and shadow shifted. 

I love shadow shifting.  it is so filled with grace and love and no demands.  Today I am opening and receiving the gift of shadow shifting and standing again in my Goddess vortex and letting the energy do it's creating.  I wonder what it will bring???  What new Christmas presents are coming my way?? 

Today it is snowing all day and Rick and I are home alone in such peace and solitude after the last two days of so much flurry and activity and connection with family and friends.  Life is so full and rich in the silence as well as the commotion and activity.  I love Christmas!! 

Celebrations!  Celebrations!  Celebrations! I am so celebrating today.  First of all, I have now got a published on the internet website that I created myself.  I am so amazed and excited that I did this myself.  I am sure I will be making lots of changes but now I know how to do them.  YIPPPEE!!!  Thank you Erin from "The 4hourwebsite.  She is wonderful and amazing also.

I am also celebrating the wonderful Christmas gift for all of you out there that is coming up Dec. 14th and will be there the whole week  "Christmas Soul Spa".  Just go to www.womensradio.com/users/Sharon-Walker/855.html.
Enjoy your hot cup of tea or cocoa and settle in for a delicious, elegant, gourmet soul spa for free.  You will be met by Aphrodite and her priestesses on this blissful, orgasmic heart experience of being blessed and served with massages, baths, herbs, essential oils, pedicures, manicures, elegant clothes and so much more.....

I am celebrating my new event to warm you for the winter and bring delight, nurturing and joy into winter months with "Cherish Yourself: Stand In Your POWER.  P-Presence, O=Oneness, W=Wisdom, E=Ecstasy and  R=Radiance.  A "blissing" adventure with embodying 7 Goddess Archetypes over 7 wks. starting January 26.  Check out my flyer at my new website :) www.iamgoddessiam.weebly.com. 

Benefits reported by others
Learning victory through Ecstasy
Dancing and joy for no reason
Embodying new parts of self
Great new sacred and powerful tools
Shadow shifting
Surprises of delight
New Energy and Inspirations
A winter of joy to carry into spring
Consciousness expansion
Huge empowerment
Romancing life
Experiencing support for limitless possibilities
Soul food for fertilizing your inner garden
Seeing knowing and touching yourself as sensuous Goddess
Calling forth your radiance and miracles
And what more can we conjure up?????????????

What an amazing, fun-filled, beautiful Thanksgiving day!!  I am thankful, grateful and immensely appreciative of the fabulous Thanksgiving my family had together.  We were 20 including 6 grandchildren, 4 adult children, 1 adult foster child, 4 male partners, 1 girlfriend, Rick and I and 1 dear friend.  We had soooo much food to be thankful for lovingly prepared for all appetites and life style eating.  There was football in front of our house on our quiet street and lots of wrestling and physical play in my house.  So much huge, loud laughter that I had to go for a walk at one point.  After some left, we had hide and go seed, doctor and policeman games with our five year old granddaughter, Katie.  So much love and fun is still rippling over me and inside me.

The next day all the women in my family went to the spa for the day and had another day of fun.  Pedicures, sauna, steam room, hot tub, gatherings in the great room in front of the fire, gourmet lunch, smoothie bar, water aerobics and afternoon tea and scones.  I loved every minute of it.  Water aerobics for me was so funny because I kept moving backwards in the water instead of forward?????????????  Lots of hugs and smiles of love as we each said good-bye and went to our own homes with promises of more at Christmas. :) 

Oh, My Goddess!!  Our family gave us tickets to the Rockettes from Radio City Music Hall for my birthday and we went yesterday for the performance.  They were performing an hour from our house in Providence Performing Arts Center.  Rock your socks off SPECTACULAR!!  How vibrantly gorgeous, the costumes, the decor, the settings, the lighting!!!!  It was fantastic!!  The dancing was phenomenal and everything was sooooo much fun and sooo creative.  Two hours of nothing but glorious dancing, singing, storytelling and sharing it with 3000 people.  The last scene was a Live Nativity with sheep, donkey, camels, beautiful live scenes, the wise men costumes of KINGS -  it was fantastic!!!!  Outside they had snowmaking machines making snowflakes as we went in.  It was a dream come true for me.  I have desired to experience the Rockettes Christmas Spectacular for years.  I am soooo grateful to our family.  Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!  I truly felt like a Goddess celebrating her birthday.

We were so blessed to park right next to the Providence Performing Arts Center (PPAC) and walk around downtown blocks and get a snack before the show.  It was perfect.  The attendant where we parked was so friendly and vivaciously helpful.  We even were approached by a man on the street during our walk who needed $14 for some reason I really couldn't quite figure out.  But we happily gave him the money for a pay it forward generosity experience.  He said he was going to send us $100 gift certificate to Uno's for helping him.  I thought that would be wonderful but didn't even care.  We both felt inspired to help him.  There was something about him...............