Lightning In Your Blood (Primal goddess)

I AM Iightning flashing in my hurry
To meet Earth's sensuous provocative calling
My explosion of orgasmic pleasure in this connection
Is the force of creation itself embracing itself
Blasting forth in the Shakti fire of Ecstasy! Ecstasis Divinitus!!

The energy raging raging raging a love so fierce
Passion passion passion I consume I fuel Corpus Glorification
I surrender to my own passion consuming my shadow in ecstasy
Ecstasy devouring shadow in gourmet delight of the victory of love
Then fueling the energies of victory through ecstasy engulfing the planet

The secret of the mystery here is
My/Your presence in the present moment
Of lovemaking between me and my sacred geometry
We are ONE! ONENESS for dummies, ONENESS made easy

LIghtening/earth, Sacred Geometry/Primal Goddess, Ecstasy/fire/passion
Yet as I roam the earth, I am gathering my power from focusing
On the internal within nature, jaguar, panther, snake, wolf
 Relaxation, presence, intention, extreme control of movement

I love the beingness of presence to all levels of happening in the Mystery
I know that hidden is the true force which reveals itself in the manifest
I am the roaring of the lion because I can
I am  licking myself clean in gentleness and presence

I am the blue peace flame of the ending fire
I am ONE dancing the kundalini
I am the union of orange, yellow, red, blue, copper
How juicy, succulent, vital, is my temple within you

As my archetypal energies of Pele, Shakti, Magdalene, Lilith,
Dionisus Priestesses, Bachi, Dakinis, Medusa, Ariadne, Cretan Snake Priestesses
Create Sacred circle of dance with drums, lightening and rattle playing
The frequencies coagulating, swirling, connecting, lovemaking, creating the manifest

Fire opal, carnelian and orange citrine crystals at your service in adoration
As I THOU YOU YOU THOU I is embracing them in ecstasis divinitus lovemaking
The Rowan and tulip trees, flowers of cobra lily, poppy, antherium, and orange camelia
Manifesting the beauty of this lovemaking within the ONENESS of all this profusion

Oh Passion I consume!  I fuel! I create beauty, manifestations infinitum
and the scent of my flowers amidst the scents of musk, santel and ylang ylang
Anoint and sacramentalize my creations

Breathe, smell, feel, touch, receive my gifts
Consume my Ecstasis Divinitus, my ONENESS, my fiery passion
Along with my corn cakes and wine in celebration of ecstasy

Listen to the love song of the galaxy, the lightening in your blood
Dance the kundalini vitality rising up your spine
Go beyond survival into freedom with me encoding your DNA
"Ecstasis Divinitus" Victory through Ecstasy

"As you see yourself through ME, beloveds, I can offer
you , as a fiat of Divine grace, freedom for an entire planetary race."  Ariel Spilsbury "13 Moon Oracle"

Scribed/Beinged by Sharon Walker ©

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Gifting Ourselves into Belovedness

We are each other’s Beloved!!!
The owl of us is constantly cooing “Whoo, Whooo, Whooo” to remind us:
We are the manifestation of the Sacred Divine Feminine/Divine Masculine marriage
We are play, joy, bliss overflowing into life

We are choosers and creators of life together
We are lovemakers raising the youth and creative healing energy of life within ourselves
We are destroyers of what does not work for us and creators of the new


We are throbbing with life and the trumpeters calling it forth
We are smiles and laughter, sacred tears and pain
We are sharers of seeing each other with grace.

We are the sexual/spiritual connection of orgasmic energies flowing inside
We are more than we are living life as, yet lost in how to live life more
We are the living expression and being of the word made flesh in Scripture

We are exquisite power living mostly in the state of fragility
We are wrapped in the cocoon of comfort and fear bursting out as butterflies in ecstatic flight
We are hiding in our relationship – pretending not to be seen and we are the owls of night vision and eagles of day vision soaring us into sight

We are wisdom writing the book of our lives from deep within wise
Have we noticed that we don’t see each other with adoration anymore and neither do others??
We are more than our blindness, our resistance, our fear, our seemingly deteriorating bodies

We are the very mystery and depths and heights of Divine Source.  Need we spend our lives only in comfort and fear of real connection hiding
We are innocent eternal selves basking in the sunshine of our own beings.
We are pleasure and beauty in physical bodies walking and dancing the earth.

We are the keeper of the keys that open any infinite number of doors we choose
We are water itself gently flowing, playing in rapids and rip roaring in tremendous waterfalls, oceans, tsunamis and floods and back to gentle brooks of joy dancing.

We are music creating the sounds of who we are and playing the sounds of Divine Source
We are dance and the dancing lights of the aurora borealis
We are the colors of the gorgeous rainbows painting themselves in the sky to beckon our awakening

We are the elegant beauty and delicious scent of flowers and the amazing life within them
We are the food we eat teaming with life power and health that we feed ourselves with
We are in relationship with ourselves, Divine Source, each other and life itself creating, creating, creating.

We are abundance in all its forms with open arms and heart filling ourselves and flowing out into the world effortlessly and elegantly
Who and what we are is infinite, endless.  We play in puddles and that is lovely fun.  Let’s also fly the skies, divine the oceans and so much more…..   

Scribed by Sharon Walker  http://www.iamgoddessiam.com

"Let's Love Japan"
What!!  You exclaim, make love to Japan!  What is THAT about!!  Are you crazy!!  I'll tell you what I think is crazy is earthquakes and tsunamis all at once and nuclear power meltdowns.  We are being called to choosing love CHOOSING LOVE.  Love is  POWERFUL for ANYTHING.   My husband and I just saw the movie "The Adjustment Bureau" and it really did SHOUT at me how important love is and free will and the two are connected.  You can only have free will when you love yourself and others so much that you learn to make decisions from the love space without judging or knowing the outcome, without giving up your power to victimhood.  That kind of free will changes EVERYTHING!!  The movie accuses humans of not knowing how to use and exercise free will so we are controlled by others ideas of what SHOULD be.  When the young couple involved in a beautiful passionate love for each other and themselves choose to  make free will choices even in the midst of threats coming from those they have given control to,  their decision to love no matter what actually changes the whole blueprint for the world.  What decisions can we be making from love that will change the catastrophic happenings in our world?  If we choose to love Japan by making only decisions from loving ourselves and each other how will that rewrite the blueprint of catastrophes yet to come and the outcome of the ones that have already happened??  You send love by being in the vibration of love and love energy changes everything.  So let go of victimhood, blame, judgment, fear, envisioning disaster and horror from what has happened in Japan and love.  Love, love, love.  Love the earthquake energy, love the earth, love the waters, love the tsunami, love the disasters, love those who passed over, love those who are suffering, love the destruction.  We are used to doing the opposite of loving and it just gets us more of the same results we don't want.  Let's BIG time experiment and research something else - give it all out to LOVE, PLEASURE, JOY, ECSTASY and RADIANCE and we'll see what happens.   If we "Stand In Our POWER"  P=Presence, O=Oneness, W=Wisdom, E=Ecstasy, R=Radiance (notice I am changing the definition of power) and make decisions in love, we don't know what will happen but I"m wondering if it won't be wonderful things and a new control with our weather and earth.  Certainly making decisions from profit and money being the boss is getting us on the brink of total annihilation on this planet.  We can change all that if we choose to have free will and learn how to use it.   You can choose love by putting all of your darker emotions into a nest of love transmissions from the Divine and let them be transmuted into something amazing.  You can choose love by letting go of control and being in communion with all that is.  You can choose love by falling into love with the void, the emptiness from which all life is created.   You can choose love by making love to yourself in the physical, by choosing extreme self nurturing, making choices from loving yourself, listening to your heart, using your body to dance to a love song, loving the earth that is our home, loving our animals on the planet, loving all plants, sitting in silence choosing to connect with love transmission, meditating, choosing forgiveness and loving each other, living your life in your POWER, letting go of victimhood, reading books on love like Marci Shimoff's book "Love For No Reason", taking my "Stand In Your POWER telecourse, participating in all the infinite number of groups and events for loving and spiritual growth and support for others on the internet,.........and so many more ways.  What ways can you add here????  I would love (tee,hee) you to write me and let me know you are out there listening and responding  energecstasy@yahoo.com   ********************************  

Home from cruise vacation in Caribbean
  We had a fabulous time cruising with our family and celebrating our Granddaughter's 16th birthday!!.  In Grand Cayman we played with oodles of sting rays in the wild ocean.  Roatan we snorkeled on the 2nd Great Barrier reef and even saw an octopus.  I also visited a friend who lives there.  In Costa Maya we toured a Mayan ruins and learned so much about these amazing peoples culture, rituals, spirituality and building of altars and homes. After the ruins tour we had lunch at a gorgeous new resort on a pristine lagune.  In Cozumel we all split up and did our own thing.  My husband presented me with a beautiful jeweled necklace that sent me a sparkling.  I also had a terrific massage onboard.

We had outside balcony rooms next to each other and opened the particians between us and had a big outside play and viewing area.  I learned to play "Pitch" and won!!  Beginners luck :)   The food was decadent and a cornucopia of abundance.  The staff was so wonderfully caring.  We really were blessed and immersed in warmth people, places, weather and fun.  Now I am back to announce my next program "Part 2 of Stand In Your POWER"

My girlfriend, with huge help from her husband and men friends, completed an enormous project fired by Spirit to create a huge Native American meeting tent.  They finished it just before we all arrived for the first New Moon Ceremony in it.  I was so honored to be a part of all of this from start to finish.  The enclosure is fabulous!

When I stepped into the tent for the ceremony and saw the five fireplace settings it dawned on my that we were having wood fires inside the tent and I internally started my journey of the evening in judgment of myself because I "should" have thought that was what was going to happen.  I am very allergic to smoke (causes bronchitis and sinus infections for me).  Why didn't I think of that????  Here I am with all these friends celebrating the New Moon and my friends huge accomplishment the magnitude of which no one but her truly understands.  So I kept asking my body is it OK to stay??  I kept getting you will be alright so I stayed and I was in the present moment of being the one taking care of myself and also listening for what I was to bring to the ceremony whatever that might be. 
As we lit more and more fires I got more nervous and kept asking is it OK and getting you are fine.  We shared around the final center fire while all fires were burning and I felt inspired to chant the Native American song "O Great Spirit" and thought others would join in but they did not.  I was touched my lungs clearness in the singing and the deep soul sound I felt in my voice.  It was pretty much like a miracle to me being the smoke that was now filling the tent. 
I was also internally connecting to being of Cherokee heritage sometime back in my family tree and being very present to that piece energetically.  Knowing that the New Moon is the seeding energy time for whatever we desire to create during this Moon cycle I was in seeding mode too.
The smoke got to be too much for me and told Annie I had to leave and my husband left with me.  We went back to the house and waited for everyone to return.  Their return was full of fun to have them back and they were checking in with me to see how I was and I, embarrassed, intended to receive their loving.
As I was talking with three of the women they said they had expected me to bring in the Goddess at the ceremony.  I was shocked at this revelation of their expectations not being met.  Actually I had no idea they were expecting anything except loving that I was there.
My ego is now bent out of shape and my stories are walking all over me about not being seen and appreciated.  I even made an intention during the ceremony to take off my invisibility cloak.  I thought to myself, "I AM the Goddess", my mere Presence is bringing her in as well as their Presence and the men's Presence, especially when there is even ONE person aware and intending that.  As the Goddess, anything I say or do is bringing her in automatically as with everyone present.  The Goddess was brought in completely in full POWER.  My ego is angry and quite put out at not being appreciated for the outward input I also gave and the not appreciating the gift of love and honoring to keep my body in such a dangerous place for me which I told myself was for them (but in reality it was for me to protect myself from further embarrassment having to leave).  I know all of this is of my own making and I am definitely NOT a victim.  I am looking through a mirror at myself and as I share this the laughter is rising up from the trickster :)
The Goddess in me now needs to be the Primal Goddess and the Muse and laugh and dance the energy of anger, ego, hurt and then freedom and loving myself into the light.  I will also use the Alchemical Goddess tool of the peacock feather to neutralize any poison I would use against myself.  The Lady of Communion archetypal energy will work nicely in joining anew with my friends and in any conversation I might come up with during my shape shifting creativity's.  My Goddess you are such a plethora of wonderful miraculous , useful energies!!

Just finished my fourth telecourse class for "Stand In Your POWER". WOW!! Magnificent!! The Lady of Communion is a nuclear energy extravaganza! The women attending are incredible. What fun and expansion and joy!! AND there is another one coming up! YES!!

I am in Oswego, NY with my hubby and loving the trailer he found for us to live in here. It isn't the Ritz, but it works quite fine.

We are leaving Friday to get the plane in Philadelphia and landing in Tampa to board our cruise ship for the Caribbean. I am really excited. Warmth YES!, swimming and snorkeling in warm waters YES! Adventures in new places YES! Family YES! Fun YES!! Mayan ruins YES!! Friends in Roatan YES!! And so much more....

Discovered a whole new depth of communion this morning in my telecourse. Our atoms are interacting and intercommunicating with each other which turns out is our consciousness all the way up the chain to infinity and all the way down the chain to infinity. This interacting and intercommunicating being our consciousness is communion. And it happens across the board and the cosmos. Can you FEEL it when you are conscious???? In communion there is no separation!! And the communion is infinite. We are WAY more POWERFUL than we have even the slightest idea of. YES! to that also.

Igniting Ecstatic Divinity,
Sharon

WOW!!  What fun and joy is flowing and pulsing through me after this first class.  Every ounce of time, creativity, growing, money, connecting with Spirit etc..... EVERY BIT of it was worth it.  I am exploding with ecstasy and radiance and the phenomenal wisdom of it all.  OHM!!!!!

This class was focused on creating our circle, our altar, our symbol, grounding, energy bowl, connection with each other, appreciations, gratitudes and desires for the course.  We created the most amazing altar beyond my wildest dreams.  WOW!!  I love these women. 

We started out with the Great Mother Goddess Archetype. I have done a few radio shows and lots of quiet time with this archetype and have embodied her a great deal.  Of course, there was even more to embrace this time as I opened up the exploring of this deep, nurturing, sensuously liberated energy within us and the whole cosmic universes.  And dance her we did!!  This is my space in life that I love the most.  YIPPPEEEE!!!  Blessings to all from the Great Mother. 

If you desire to experience a "STand In Your POWER" telecourse email me at energecstasy@yahoo.com and I'll put you on the list for the next one.  You will be absolutely thrilled.

My girlfriend, with huge help from her husband and men friends, completed an enormous project fired by Spirit to create a huge Native American meeting tent.  They finished it just before we all arrived for the first New Moon Ceremony in it.  I was so honored to be a part of all of this from start to finish.  The enclosure is fabulous!

When I stepped into the tent for the ceremony and saw the five fireplace settings it dawned on my that we were having wood fires inside the tent and I internally started my journey of the evening in judgment of myself because I "should" have thought that was what was going to happen.  I am very allergic to smoke (causes bronchitis and sinus infections for me).  Why didn't I think of that????  Here I am with all these friends celebrating the New Moon and my friends huge accomplishment the magnitude of which no one but her truly understands.  So I kept asking my body is it OK to stay??  I kept getting you will be alright so I stayed and I was in the present moment of being the one taking care of myself and also listening for what I was to bring to the ceremony whatever that might be. 
As we lit more and more fires I got more nervous and kept asking is it OK and getting you are fine.  We shared around the final center fire while all fires were burning and I felt inspired to chant the Native American song "O Great Spirit" and thought others would join in but they did not.  I was touched my lungs clearness in the singing and the deep soul sound I felt in my voice.  It was pretty much like a miracle to me being the smoke that was now filling the tent. 
I was also internally connecting to being of Cherokee heritage sometime back in my family tree and being very present to that piece energetically.  Knowing that the New Moon is the seeding energy time for whatever we desire to create during this Moon cycle I was in seeding mode too.
The smoke got to be too much for me and told Annie I had to leave and my husband left with me.  We went back to the house and waited for everyone to return.  Their return was full of fun to have them back and they were checking in with me to see how I was and I, embarrassed, intended to receive their loving.
As I was talking with three of the women they said they had expected me to bring in the Goddess at the ceremony.  I was shocked at this revelation of their expectations not being met.  Actually I had no idea they were expecting anything except loving that I was there.
My ego is now bent out of shape and my stories are walking all over me about not being seen and appreciated.  I even made an intention during the ceremony to take off my invisibility cloak.  I thought to myself, "I AM the Goddess", my mere Presence is bringing her in as well as their Presence and the men's Presence, especially when there is even ONE person aware and intending that.  As the Goddess, anything I say or do is bringing her in automatically as with everyone present.  The Goddess was brought in completely in full POWER.  My ego is angry and quite put out at not being appreciated for the outward input I also gave and the not appreciating the gift of love and honoring to keep my body in such a dangerous place for me which I told myself was for them (but in reality it was for me to protect myself from further embarrassment having to leave).  I know all of this is of my own making and I am definitely NOT a victim.  I am looking through a mirror at myself and as I share this the laughter is rising up from the trickster :)
The Goddess in me now needs to be the Primal Goddess and the Muse and laugh and dance the energy of anger, ego, hurt and then freedom and loving myself into the light.  I will also use the Alchemical Goddess tool of the peacock feather to neutralize any poison I would use against myself.  The Lady of Communion archetypal energy will work nicely in joining anew with my friends and in any conversation I might come up with during my shape shifting creativity's.  My Goddess you are such a plethora of wonderful miraculous , useful energies!!

Merry Christmas to ALL and to ALL many blessings!!  Our christmas has been so blessed and wonderful and full of such treasures.  Even though I got the flu the week before Christmas I still held my joy inside and simply let go and my husband rose to the occasion and got everything done without me.  Imagine that tee, hee.:)  Even when a wonderful friend from Church passed on and being sick I couldn't go to her funeral, I still held my joy.  Then the snafu happened, my son decided he and his girlfriend were not coming home until the day after Christmas!  Now they had a perfect right to make that decision and it have nothing to do with my self image, but I was gonezo, out to lunch in anger and feeling unimportant.

I then proceeded to notice things I told myself could be better and suddenly my family started letting me know that we could give more and hadn't done enough.  My inner voice and feelings told me I wasn't enough and I felt like I could give them everything and I could fall dead on the ground and they would still desire more.  Have you been there???  I used to feel like I could bleed and never die and just keep on bleeding to feed them and they would never stop sucking and start realizing their own strength.  I haven't felt this way in quite a while, especially not with my family.  So today I am looking at embracing my Goddess, surrendering my desiring to be perfect according to others, give my imperfect self to the Great Mother's embrace, and celebrate that I am only perfect within myself and loving all of myself.  Going back to noticing what I am feeling and desiring first and making that my guidepost, not what others want and they are feeling.  I knew none of this had anything to do with them, only my old patterns brought up to be loved and honored and shadow shifted. 

I love shadow shifting.  it is so filled with grace and love and no demands.  Today I am opening and receiving the gift of shadow shifting and standing again in my Goddess vortex and letting the energy do it's creating.  I wonder what it will bring???  What new Christmas presents are coming my way?? 

Today it is snowing all day and Rick and I are home alone in such peace and solitude after the last two days of so much flurry and activity and connection with family and friends.  Life is so full and rich in the silence as well as the commotion and activity.  I love Christmas!! 

Celebrations!  Celebrations!  Celebrations! I am so celebrating today.  First of all, I have now got a published on the internet website that I created myself.  I am so amazed and excited that I did this myself.  I am sure I will be making lots of changes but now I know how to do them.  YIPPPEE!!!  Thank you Erin from "The 4hourwebsite.  She is wonderful and amazing also.

I am also celebrating the wonderful Christmas gift for all of you out there that is coming up Dec. 14th and will be there the whole week  "Christmas Soul Spa".  Just go to www.womensradio.com/users/Sharon-Walker/855.html.
Enjoy your hot cup of tea or cocoa and settle in for a delicious, elegant, gourmet soul spa for free.  You will be met by Aphrodite and her priestesses on this blissful, orgasmic heart experience of being blessed and served with massages, baths, herbs, essential oils, pedicures, manicures, elegant clothes and so much more.....

I am celebrating my new event to warm you for the winter and bring delight, nurturing and joy into winter months with "Cherish Yourself: Stand In Your POWER.  P-Presence, O=Oneness, W=Wisdom, E=Ecstasy and  R=Radiance.  A "blissing" adventure with embodying 7 Goddess Archetypes over 7 wks. starting January 26.  Check out my flyer at my new website :) www.iamgoddessiam.weebly.com. 

Benefits reported by others
Learning victory through Ecstasy
Dancing and joy for no reason
Embodying new parts of self
Great new sacred and powerful tools
Shadow shifting
Surprises of delight
New Energy and Inspirations
A winter of joy to carry into spring
Consciousness expansion
Huge empowerment
Romancing life
Experiencing support for limitless possibilities
Soul food for fertilizing your inner garden
Seeing knowing and touching yourself as sensuous Goddess
Calling forth your radiance and miracles
And what more can we conjure up?????????????